did you know in Japan they have rooms you can rent filled with fragile stuff that you can shatter into a million pieces?

"I came home tonight and got into the elevator to go to my apartment. An hour later, I got out of the elevator and Brinkley and I moved out. Suddenly everything had become clear. It's a long story. Full of the personal details we avoid so carefully... But there was an man in the elevator who knew exactly what he wanted, and I found myself wishing I were as lucky as he." - You've Got Mail

I went to a friend's place to pick up my pie dish but instead was shaken out of my stupor. He said exactly what I needed to hear; he was exactly the person I needed him to be at that moment; and he got through to me. I've spent the past two weeks searching for what I found that night in him.

It's finished.

I'm done.

I'm ready to move on.

Two hours later I left my friend's place with a bloody, throbbing knee, pie dish in a thousand glass pieces, and suddenly everything became clear. It's a long story, full of the personal details I so carefully avoid. But there was a man inside that house who knew exactly what he wanted, and I found myself wishing I were as lucky as he...