Today was one of those days when you literally have no idea what the weather was like because you didn't leave the hospital for nine hours and there didn't seem to be many windows around.
Today was one of those days when you're so tired you find yourself teetering between mania and depression, where you find yourself fighting the urge to get into the fetal position by being overtly silly to your classmates who look back at you strangely.
Today was one of those days you actually find yourself enjoying what you're learning and it completely catches you off guard because it's been so long since it's happened last you've almost forgotten what that felt like.
Today was one of those days when the highlight of your day was discovering the $5 gourmet sandwiches at New World, but feel disgustingly full afterwards, regret coming in at a close second.
Today was one of those days when walking to your car you can't help but wrap your arms around the traffic post as you wait for the little man to turn green, cos with every step you're haemorrhaging the will to keep walking.
Today was one of those days when you get home and realise you spent almost ten hours at school/work but can't seem to remember what you actually did and, what's worse, feel like you've achieved very little, if anything at all.
Today was one of those days when you find yourself wondering what the hell you're doing, or how you're going to survive three more months of whatever this is.
... but it's okay cos tomorrow might be different.
(Fin. Shower. Sleep. Bed.)
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